Lord, Forgive Yuh Child (cause I’ve been sinning)


Head bobs to the hilllsss

Y’all, I can not focus with music! But I really don’t wanna turn it off. Hehe.

Okay… It’s almost done. 

I won’t even lie to y’all. I pressed replay, BUT I am so proud of myself for not pressing it twice. Progress.

So, today I am hitting y’all up with MY TRUTH, or should I say confessions? These are my confessions(singing and rolling neck).

If y’all don’t know that song, stay holy. That was B.C times. And if y’all don’t know what b.c (before Christ) means, go back to the altar! Haha, just kidding. Two things to learn about me quickly, I am not judgmental, Jesus will humble me real quick. Plus, I can probably find a song for almost every word in my conversations.

Anywho… Today is the 24th of January and I have been sinning and repenting like crazy! I do not say that in a casual way at all. There has been two scriptures that has been with me from the beginning of this year and those are:

There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. – Romans 8:1

Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord, – Acts 3:19

I honestly don’t know if I am sinning less or if I am just more aware of His presence.

Last year “whew chile”, was a year. I can only say that God has been faithful. Going through healing has really stripped away religion from my bones and has taught me the real overwhelming, never ending, reckless love of God… y’all saw what I just did? hehehe.

So what have I’ve been repenting from… I guess I should keep it real:

Comparison… Negative thinking… Lustful thoughts… Sassy attitude… 

Those are what comes to mind right now. 

I don’t want this post to be super long and you miss the point of it altogether. If I could sum up the last decade, I would say that, “The Lord is faithful”. I realized last Friday just how much I have been repenting and I kind of feel good about it. Y’all, I am not a lukewarm Christian, I am on fire for Jesus because he kept me warm when I was an orphan(and continues now). I love and desire Abba with all my heart, mind and strength. And, at times, I get it wrong. So I repent. I repent gladly KNOWING that I am loved, forgiven and well taken care of. I think in the past I would hold off from repenting from little things like: millisecond negative thinking or not obeying him right away.

Because the orphan mentality made me believe that admission of wrong doing meant that I had to go in timeout and sulk for 30 minutes about how “not good” I am.

Screw that lie and the dirty devil who made it up!

I AM a child of THE I AM.

I don’t sulk, boo.

I am forgiven. 

I am encouraging you to read and seek God for yourself. Ask Him to reveal his nature to you. He will. You will see Him in the little things in your life. He loves you, even when you sin.

Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me. – Revelation 3:20 

“Come now, let us settle the matter,” says the LORD. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool. If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the good things of the land; – Isaiah 1:19

This year, I hope that you boldly walk the journey of healing with Jesus, and a therapist if you need one (I have one and there is NOTHING to be ashamed about). Healing, will teach you about God’s true nature towards his beloveth… you. 

Keep on keeping on beautiful. 




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