Sooo, have I mentioned that I was a suicidal kid… teen and adult. I was driven by my emotions and what I saw around me. Last year was really bad for me. The year started really good. I was embracing my #womanish season; exploring new things, learning fun things and not giving a crap about […]
Hey guys, I won’t even lie to you guys. Today has been rough and it’s only 11:44am. Smt. I did a lot of “firsts” today for the year. Let me say in advance that I am not proud of these firsts but as a christian who is also a human being, I did it, I […]
So, I want to switch things up a bit. I want to freestyle write straight on my blog. I’m already starting to like it. 🙂 I live in the Bahamas, it will always be my home. Today is Sunday, a quiet slow day with little noise in my neighborhood. Believe it or not, I don’t […]
THIS IS AMAZINGG GRACCEE THIS IS UNFAILIINNGG LOVVVEEE THAT YOU SHOULD TAKE MY PLACE, THAT YOU SHOULD BARE MY CROOSSSSS. Head bobs to the hilllsss Y’all, I can not focus with music! But I really don’t wanna turn it off. Hehe. Okay… It’s almost done. … I won’t even lie to y’all. I pressed replay, […]
Heyyyy-looo beautiful people! Yo, I can’t believe it is 2020. I hope that you guys are just as excited as I am writing this post. I honestly feel like I am writing a letter to someone special (well I am, hehe). You are sooo special. I am back on the horse of blogging and I […]
Hi. My name is Alexandria and I struggle with depression. I wish it wasn’t true. I wish that I could love properly… meaning love myself, God and you. My heart aches for the mentally ill and the confused. Maybe at some point in my life, I was all of them or on the break, who […]
Dear Diary, It has been longer than I wished it had been since I last wrote. Sorry about that. This week has been quite interesting. Sunday I had a whole break down… two actually. I hate depression. I don’t waddle in it. I despise it. I wish I could say a prayer and it would […]
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Our hurt is individual. When I say this, I mean that our stories can not be compared to anyone’s else. No one in the world can EVER walk in your shoe. No one will EVER know what’s it’s like to be you and experience what you experience.
We are individuals; we think differently, we process different, we heal differently.
I believe now that sometimes we just gotta jump in faith and trust what you say the first time. This doesn’t mean to be rash in thinking but it does mean that I have to discern your voice and “just do it” 🙂